[sparklingstar]

Good morning Sir,
Trust you rested well. Thank.yoh sir for your encouragement and counsel
1. It looked like my former place of work. I was wondering if my place here is done
2. I was somewhere, it seems most ladies there had disappointment in relationships, I wasn't bothered, for me, it's an old story. I felt sorry for them and moved on
3. A man I should know said I could stay in his place to go write a test, he gave me the requirements and asked if all I needed was ready, I told him yes. But the man was ill, with 2kids, a maid, his wife travelled. I felt for me, I didn't wan to really say. A guy I know said I could stay in his place. I hadn't been there, I wasn't comfortable,but felt it will be better staying with someone who had others around. I decided to check my credentials and noticed they were not complete. The guy suggested we did it in the morning, I told him when I should be getting settled, I will still be running around. The man came out and said we both could stay, that his birthday is on the 5th, if we could stay till Sunday. I noticed brought in more people to stay. I decided to use his computer and printer to get my stuffs ready and it seems he knows the place and will take me.
4. I don't know where I was but my old schoolmate came with her younger siblings. I wanted to greet her but she did like she didn't see me, so I ignored her. Her siblings, a twin(grace) came out happily and greeted, with her nature I could tell her apart from the other(mercy). It was then I learnt that they have been in Lagos. I apologized that if I have ever run into them and didn't greet them, it was unintentional, I didn't see them. They didn't initially agree but some agreed, others didn't. We just chatted a bit
Thank you sir

[ebankole]

1. The power to forgo, forget about the past, the hurts and the disappointment that comes with it lies with and in you; To forge ahead and look beyond the past for a better today and tomorrow.


2. You can be hard on yourself, life sometimes but this has been your strength, your escape route to get over your past hurts, disappointments, and forge on with life.



3. There is help and there is help that comes your/our way when we need them the most, in life, sometimes but right inside us the grace and power to which is way is from God and not lies with us except we choose not to heed.



4. You can be highly sensitive and strict when choosing your friends circle or people you relate with may be due to fear, your past, or terrible experiences you've had with friends or people around you. But be careful, be wise, do not close your heart to humility and love, and do not use the wickedness of one to judge the other(s).



Bless you.
Jesus is Lord.

[sparklingstar]

Good afternoon sir,
Trust your day has been going well
1. I don't know the environment but I hear things fall on the roof, I found a way to peep, it was mangoes. I was surprised,I felt it was too early for mangoes but they looked mature though not so big. I tried to figure out how to get them. When I noticed two men also rushing to it. They took what I thought was better ones. I managed to pick about 4, but one of them had a part of it bit off
2. I was with that married colleague of mine, we are driving in a car in top speed, can't tell if we were running from something or just moving, can't tell what happened, I had to take over the wheels. I was even faster than he was. We arrived somehow and it looked we had to drill the ground, I was doing more of it
3. I went to a place. I don't know who I knew but it was a couple and a mother of either of them, a maid and kids. The mother was wicked to her, I came, I wasn't happy. I passed ultimatum to the woman on how to treat that girl, even if it takes me years to visit. I retired for the night and noticed robbers tried to steal a car and our window was just wide and made of glass. That maid and my another girl I took as a sister was there. I told them to stay quiet and not switch on any light. Despite my warnings, they won't stay still and switched on light at intervals till the robbers noticed and began flashing light inside. I pretended to be sleeping. Somehow, one of them came in pick that girl to strike her,I held his hand and pleaded that he took a second look, that they are just kids and can't do anything. He looked around and gave a warning and left. I had to switch off all lights and mandated them to just sleep
4. I was angry at a woman, I had tolerated so much, I had an outburst, I told her she accepted me like a thief and an ogbanje and not like a daughter. She was shocked, I said so many and remember telling her to be nice to the poor..I started packing my things to leave. She offered me 1000naira to add to t.fare. I rejected it
5. I was walking through a path. It was narrow, not straight and not smooth, towards the end it was very Stony, large stones. I noticed others where on it with me but we never ran into each other. As I turned, I lady I should know told me that I am doing well but they can't hear my voice. I can't remember my reply but I noticed I was too focused on not falling.
6. One of my friends that squatted me told me his father was ill, I was to visit him alongside other persons. But they were just moving fast, no matter how I tried to catch. I decided to let them continue and get there at my own time
7. It seems we were trying to sort out things we had at home. I saw things I didn't even know we had. I remember seeing food flask of various designs, I saw one that was like it had everything, I took it and said this one will be for my child (but somewhere in my mind, I wondered when) but I still chose to keep it.
Thank you sir

[ebankole]

1. In the new environment you've moved into you are bound to experience an uncommon season of harvest of blessings.


2. You've taken back your life, the steering from him, and are now in control of the wheel of your destiny.

You possessed destiny's speed, he shouldn't be in control in the first place but you.


3. Your past unpleasant and bitter experiences of life have taught you a lot and had prepared you for a greater and divine calling, for the future; you'll be a voice to the voiceless, defender for the defenseless, hope for the hopeless, help for the helpless, and strength for the weak.

Amazing!



4. I see a voice in you burst out and speak out against injustice, maltreatment, oppression, suppression, and wickedness against your body, spirit, soul, life, destiny, and existence. Enough is enough, it said. No more Ichabod( inglorious).



5. Narrow, tough, rough, and lonely is the path that leads to true success and prosperity. But don't isolate yourself when you are overwhelmed and you need to cry out, cry out for help, to heaven.



6. At your convenience, don't go trying to please a friend because you see others do so, and if you must, it must be at your safety and convenience lest you fall, fail, struggle, and break down.



7. Hold on to the pillar of faith over your marital hope and future, God needs that from you to bring it to fulfillment at his appointed time.



Bless you.
Jesus is Lord.

[sparklingstar]

Thank you sir

[sparklingstar]

Good morning Sir,
Trust you are doing well. Trust you rested well. Wishing you the best of today. Happy Valentine's day
1. I intentionally burnt an office appliance, I didn't want to use anymore, not sure what my reasons were but when I was done. I told myself what if they don't buy another one,how do I pay for it, won't they even sack me as I have nothing to do. I was clearing all the debris and decided I should go confess to my oga.
2. I saw my dad(late), I felt so frustrated and embarrassed by him, that I angrily spoke out, that if he doesn't stop, either I kill myself or I leave, can't remember which one exactly. He went in and came, told me that I have been saying sorry for a long time, he expected me to ask what I did wrong. I wanted to tell him that asking would be like justification instead of showing remorse, but held back. He brought and old Nokia phone and showed me a text he sent to one of my cousins for an extended family prayer we held in 2014. He said he was in charge of preaching the word that he expected me to support him/ be a part of it but I didn't. I cracked my head to remember such occurrence but had no such memory( growing up he had always wanted me to be a prayer machine with spiritual insights). He came out again and said something like either to forgive me or to be a part again. I should go get everyone soft drinks. We were 7, I decided to remove myself and buy 6.
3. I saw a basket full of beautiful palm fruit and cashew nuts bigger than the normal ones. I poured out everything to pick out cashews for my mum and some persons. But the cashews nut didn't feel fresh, it was like air has entered it. I kept tasting hoping to find one that is still fresh and strong. there was another tree still full of palm fruit head, don't know the owner, but I suggested that they cut it during the day, maybe we can process it for red oil, but they told me, it's easier to cut it down at night. It didn't make sense to me. I told to go ahead if that's how it works.
4. I found some old pictures, the memory was familiar but can't remember the event. I looked at it and said to myself that I have always been different and the least beautiful one
Thank you sir

[ebankole]

1. Take care and pray that you don't bring upon yourself self-inflicted pain, trouble, implication, and regret borne out of depression, frustration, and anger at your place of work.

Please, pray and take precautions so that this won't be another revelation-come pass like the precious one you shared with me.



2. Your father's past and existence( though late) is still haunting and hurting your life and your spiritual life plus growth. Some of the fear, pains, hurt, and memories are still there, and questioning/troubling your peace and life though you are fighting it, confronting it there is a limit to how far you can silence and overcome it because you can't until you finally find your place, peace, and where you belong in the Lord your way, and lead a sacrificial life for him.
Yes, you are losing his grip on you ( the fear, the trauma, the intimidation, et al ) and winning but you can do better with and in Christ.




3. In your strive to make your mother happy, to be a good and blessed child to her you'll discover more of yourself and grow to become a better person and career-wise.




4. Of all defeats and falls of man self-defeat is the most terrible and destructive defeat and it's the greatest weapon and strategy of the devil, the kingdom of darkness to destroy, oppress, depress, frustrate, downgrade, and take your potential and destiny and then, kill without lifting a finger because it's self-inflicted.


You must look beyond your past and stop going back to it lest it keeps haunting and destroying you slowly, and your glorious future.

This is not a matter of prayer, it's a battle that lives inside and you need a positive atmosphere and environment to achieve it.


Go back to your " daily manna ' or embrace the thread, the one we share daily on the forum- we all need it anyways.



Bless you
Jesus is Lord.

[sparklingstar]

Thank you sir

[ebankole]

Edited. Check the bolded.



Bless you

[sparklingstar]

Seen, thank you sir