[eooj]

Mor grace to u ebankole

i dreamt i was standin in a compound in ma former area n som one was telin me dat one of d women got a new kitchen frm either her daughter or sister so i startd explaining to him hw d ppl lived in dat compound cos we were standing ryt inside. In d first houz, it had a parlour n 2rooms whch d whole family managed while d 2nd houz was a room n parlour whch anoda family used. Oda suport facilities lyk toilet(pit) n kitchen were outside.

Den as i was talkin, a litle cousin of mine brought a fone2 show me a video whch her deceasd sis had made. As soon as i lookd at it, i saw my self in a school. She was videoing students as they came out of classes n al dat den one particular lady was walkin towards us n nt knowin she was been filmed startd dancing til she got to us.wen she discovad, she nw smiled. Den i tink i told her she dances nicely n held her hand.

Later i startd walkin alone to d gate. As i walkd, i was expectin my deceasd sis to talk but she didnt, bfor she died, she wasnt talkin2 me though asides greeting(kant rememba if i saw her or just d fone she held while videoing). So as i walked, a group of teachers were sitting at one side. So one of d man nw shoutd at me rudely dat hw did i get into d school so i got angry at first so didnt reply him. Den he shoutd at me again n den sent a female teacher to me so out of anger i replied him back. Cant remember wat i said. In al d proces, d man stood up n came2 mit me. He lookd at me n said he was gona deal wit me sins i didnt wana tel dem hw i got into d school. I didnt want trouble bcos i myself didnt knw hw i got there bt he was so violent dat he gave me a slap first n i fell 2d ground. Wen i stood up, i gave him d beating of his life n in d proces discovad dat he was fake n living a double lyf in d eyes of oda teachers. Seems somtin shielded us frm bin seen by d oda teachers wen d fyt startd so Wen ever d teachers ax him wat was goin on, he kept sayin he was fyn they shudnt worry so i felt somtin in ma mind sayin i shud take him out let ppl c dat he was bin dealt wit whch i did.

Thanks.

[ebankole]

It's called, battle, contention, struggle with retrogression/past.

This is a battle between you and your past ;
Anger, evil thoughts, bad habit, sin ,impatient, evil/anger conception et al.

The lord said you are struggling with these, trying to break free from this within chaos/baTtle.

You mustn't tread this path, the path of your dead cousin/sister. It's destructive, it leads to death, it leads to hell.

Stop creating rooms for the past,your past.
You must drop it and follow the new path you've found in christ.

Bless u

[eooj]

thank you, God bless.