06-07-2015, 10:54 PM
I want to give glory to the Lord for His mercy upon my life. The Lord has been so faithful especially for bringing the right people in my life to guide me spiritually. I feel that nothing this world has to offer can compare to the greatness of knowing the Lord and allowing Him to control your life. Its like what Paul says in Philippians 3 that he counted everything loss for the excellence of the knowledge of Christ Jesus. Indeed when the Lord works in your life nothing else matters, everything becomes worthless except for Him. The Lord has done this for me, he took me out of a dark pit where I could see no future and no prospects. I was ready to die, I had planned it to the detail and I was ready to face whatever was coming after death no matter what it was. But the Lord showed up for me in a way I never expected, indeed His ways are higher than our ways. He has delivered me from countless demonic spirits both through my pastor and through the prayers and fasting being directed by dreams and interpretations from this website ministry. I sometimes ask myself how did I get so lucky to have the Lord care for me so much. I am not worthy, I am a sinner by nature, I have ugly thoughts sometimes, I doubt Him sometimes, I want to do my will sometimes, but He's been so gentle with me. It makes me think of the words of Paul when he said that he was the worst of them all because he persecuted the church of God, but God in His mercy made him an apostle to preach the gospel to the gentiles. God really never ceases to amaze me. I just want to thank Him for putting me in a position that enabled me to be delivered from all sorts of things. I look at my life today and think it can't be true, a year ago I was planning my own funeral feeling that i had failed in all things, and having prayed and fasted for months I felt that God didn't care about me at all. I had lost all that I thought I had, I lost my husband to another woman, chased out of my home, I had no job and no money yet I had been praying so much. I used to cry until my stomach hurt, curling into a ball and screaming to the top of my lungs. My heart was feeling like somebody was squeezing it. Sometimes I would sleep for the whole week and just cry the whole time. I was pitiful. I was completely broken and I was asking myself what is God saying when I'm in so much pain, why was He quiet. But He wasn't quiet, the bible says He is a rewarder to those who diligently seek Him. He was listening to my prayers and seeing all my tears, and He was making a way for me, He sent me a pastor who took care of me and taught me the fundamentals of being a child of God. The rest, as they say, is history.
I found a job through prayer and the ministry of this website, and in that job I am respected and I see the Lord's favour everywhere. My boss was telling me that in that division they NEVER EVER employed someone who had my background, I was the first. Not that there was a shortage of people with my background they just didn't believe they can do a good job. So my getting there was purely God's doing. Good things are happening to me that never used to happen, or if they did they would be short-lived followed by catastrophic disaster. I am even scared to be happy because I am so used to doors being shut at my face, but the Lord has finally opened them wide. Where before I would get an unfavourable deal, I now get favourable deals. I get discounts at shops when I buy, I get better things than other people. I just don't believe it the way I am being favoured. Even little children are drawn to me like I'm a magnet. Its just overwhelming sometimes. My dreams are so accurate now I get really scared sometimes. God is showing me things accurately before they happen, sometimes I don't believe it until its confirmed and even then I can't get it down into my mind. I was recently attacked by illness and for about 6 weeks I couldn't pray much because I had no strength, I felt my spiritual strength slowly fading. I posted here some of the dreams I was having during that time, most if not all were showing me I am under attack. But the Lord has been with me and I have recovered physically and I am able to pray fervently like before and that is the most important thing. My enemies are trying but the Lord is my shield. I always tell people that I have a long testimony even now i have shortened it. I can never say all of what the Lord has done for me, but I hope this helps someone who is in the same position I was in, because God is alive and He hears us when we cry out to Him. We just need to be persistent like Jesus said in that parable in Luke 18:1-8. Amen.
I found a job through prayer and the ministry of this website, and in that job I am respected and I see the Lord's favour everywhere. My boss was telling me that in that division they NEVER EVER employed someone who had my background, I was the first. Not that there was a shortage of people with my background they just didn't believe they can do a good job. So my getting there was purely God's doing. Good things are happening to me that never used to happen, or if they did they would be short-lived followed by catastrophic disaster. I am even scared to be happy because I am so used to doors being shut at my face, but the Lord has finally opened them wide. Where before I would get an unfavourable deal, I now get favourable deals. I get discounts at shops when I buy, I get better things than other people. I just don't believe it the way I am being favoured. Even little children are drawn to me like I'm a magnet. Its just overwhelming sometimes. My dreams are so accurate now I get really scared sometimes. God is showing me things accurately before they happen, sometimes I don't believe it until its confirmed and even then I can't get it down into my mind. I was recently attacked by illness and for about 6 weeks I couldn't pray much because I had no strength, I felt my spiritual strength slowly fading. I posted here some of the dreams I was having during that time, most if not all were showing me I am under attack. But the Lord has been with me and I have recovered physically and I am able to pray fervently like before and that is the most important thing. My enemies are trying but the Lord is my shield. I always tell people that I have a long testimony even now i have shortened it. I can never say all of what the Lord has done for me, but I hope this helps someone who is in the same position I was in, because God is alive and He hears us when we cry out to Him. We just need to be persistent like Jesus said in that parable in Luke 18:1-8. Amen.
