12-08-2016, 09:18 PM
Last night as I was praying I had a thought that came to my mind. I thought about the time I used to suffer from depression and anxiety that defied medication and I used to have terrible nightmares such that I was most times afraid to go to bed. I would hear demons telling me to die at midnight, and I would feel like I was dying. This was just before my marriage broke down. A thought came to me that said, what would have become of me if things didn't change, forcing me to seek the Lord. I wondered if I'd still be sane, or hospitalised or even alive at all. I didn't get an answer, but to thank the Lord for His mercy,for rescuing me from the hell on earth life I had.
